How to quit cigarette / smoking?

Had successfully quit smoking for a year or more.

I should share my story with you here, although is a bit silly but it did and yes is my truth story. I started smoking because of love. Been in love with a guy which lose my own soul and everything for him. It started in 2003, we got together however I don't know the start and ending was so wrong. It should never had started or began in the 1st place.

Anyway I had pick up smoking because, there's 1 time he wanted to break up with me. Reason: Because I don't smoke. Instead of I changed him yet he changes me in every single ways. I started smoking. Initially the 1st stick causes me to cough headache is like my brain is lack of oxygen but I force myself to keep going if not I will lose my love. I change myself for him. Thus I been suffering all the pain which I gone tru smoking.

However we still come to the end with all the pains I suffer, I've chosen to drink and smoke even more heavily. I feel smoking + drinking actually do make me giddy and it did numb me. I feel painless really painless. So as years go by, I actually smoked for 8 years! Yes I been spending all ,y $ on cigarette for whole 8 years. Smoking ease my pain, my loneliness. I told myself if I don't smoke I can't sleep. If I don't smoke I will cough. I get solution if I smoke! All bullshit!

Promised my love ones to quit 3 yrs ago but never success.

How did I actually success now?

It all happened in 2011. I came back SG and stayed with my parent as my family is anti smoker thus my smoking being restricted. Whenever I need a puff, I need to went out of the house and cross the road to hide in 1 of those void in hdb so I won't bump into them or neighbours. These had been going on for 3 months.... However, what's good is as I feel troublesome so I only had 1 stick per day.

1 day I left my newly bought cigarette in my new flat and is only open for 1 stick! Holly crap, I never intend to buy a new pack and I never wanted to go back. Thus I got back my cigarette after 2 days. I was so happy to have it back and lighted the first stick. However I guess it was opened and aire so the taste actually went off. Thus I had to throw the whole pack away.

Thinking back I actually can live without cigarette for 2 days so why not? So till now it been a year. I had get rid of this bad habit.

It should be the way and never wrong. I no need a cigarette in the first place. It is all in our mind. When you don't go and think you will get over. Same as those people that breaks our heart. We will forget and live on. It won't last forever, and we must believe and had faith in ourself.

WE CAN! Stop wasting $ on cigarette it can be used in better places.

So sick

Yesterday was valentine day however I spent my day waiting to see doctor. Down on luck met a old doctor.
Why did I say so, because those old doctor in polyclinic very so call "careful" medicine that prescribe are like template.
You cough huh okay I give you this cough syrup. Flu ok I give u the little yellow pill. Sigh... I really feel waste my time and $. I really didn't feel so suck before. Is like bad to worst. Began to worry will I recover?????

KissDeModa is official LAUNCHED - www.kissdemoda.com

Hi all,

My online store is officially launched. Offered alot of american's brands like abercrombie & fitch, hollister, coach, juicy couture, kate spade and more.....

Look forward to deal you all. ^_^ www.kissdemoda.com

Happy Lunar New Year

Been very busy before CNY, busy spring cleaning my hse for 2 whole week till I fall sick on New Year Eve. Thinking that I might have inhale too much dust that cause me flu for so long...

Anyway I'm busy with my website too. Hoping it can be open by valentine day however look like abit hard on my phase.

Well this 2012 I was counted as unlucky I feel. Just because I been sick on the 1st day till now. Feeling soo moody lately, wish to go back to USA. I really miss my home there. sob sob....

Anyway some preview of my online store:

Spent alot of hardwork in it. And owe a credit to my hubby, him himself done up the whole programe for me. Thanks bee :)

Thus please look forward

2012 Hobbies - swarovski puffy heart

Accidentally saw an youtube showing how to make a puffy heart by using 72 pcs 4mm swarovski to foam a 3D puffy heart.
My 1st try, not enough swarovski thus do it with assorted color. Anyway I still feel nice, I name it " The Mermaid's Heart"
This is 1 of my design without any instruction, took me 6 hour to complete. Too much trial and errors. "The US Flag"
This big "Breast Cancer Awareness Pink bow heart" worst, took me 2 days to complete. Total dismantle time is 4!
The purple one is I used to do it and sell it. Too long never do I thought I might forgot the step. Anyway something different from those outside sell one is my guardian angle do come with a pair of nice hand. :D
This small pink bow is done by following the youtube too. However I had challenge myself of using 72 pcs of 3mm swarovski. Nearly do blind doing this. As the hole is smaller than stringing kept repeated thus harder to pass through.

After all this all my heart work.

Pink IPhone 4

I received these Pink IPhone as a 2011 x'mas gift from hubby. Maybe is a bit late to blog however just share around. Being dream for having a PINK IPhone since very long time ago and finally my dream come true.
These is the LCD pink front and back cover with pink IHome button. So sweet...
This is how it look after assemble however I had pasted diamond screen protector that why it might look abit blink.
It come with 5 colors for you to choose from. Pink, Yellow, Green, Blue and Red. Total cost to do it at $100sgd only. Sim lim charges is $120 however they will take back your original black of white iphone lcd covers. Thus if you want it back you need to buy it back from them instead at another $100 +. Sound ridiculous. However my case is, make a payment for $80 and waited for the seller to order from oversea [2 weeks] then he will contact me when the housing was here. And bring my Iphone over to him to do around 45 min. And the 2nd payment of $20 will be collected at the same time. Original will be handed over to you too. So quite a great deal!




Incase you also wanted to iColor your iphone 4. Contact oceanb70@hotmail.com for more inquiries.

New Wallpaper to welcome 2012

Quite long I had neglected my blog. Feeling so happy today as I finally gotten my beautiful wall! This is a second time installing as the first round is leather finish, but it was with some long marks left behind by the scraper of the installer.

Thus the contractor came and install for me a second new SAND finish wall paper this round.

View for outside the gate

This picture was chosen as it was votes the most time in my facebook. 朗才女貌 hor???

JOHTO MATE....... the picture stated "My Fat Lady" and he was looking at me. Is that mean,,,,,?

P/s: my wallpaper was done by www.istsign.com , good end service. They redo for me with no extra cost! Thumb up

Our Wedding Ablum

Wedding Preparation

It had been so long since my last blog, sorry to keep all waiting but I really realy buzy doing my wedding preparation. Next saturday is my birthday and sunday is my wedding day. Such a rush, also alot of mishaps did happen.

1 of the bridemaid hospitalise and couldn't do the fitting thus all bridemaids need to wear own dress. And my father in law also hospitalise yesterday as he suffering from mild stroke. Thus I hope he will be well soon and able to attend my wedding.

What I been busy.....
Went almost the whole Singapore just to find a perfect pair for myself, ending up with this pair by MODA. Plain isn't it? No worry.... I going to DIY!
Final product :) I stub all the crystal myself. To complete this took me 8 hours.

DIY ang pow box, 10 hr to do so. It is a cross but I place a man bow on it. Wedding couple standing on the pink ribbon represent we are going to walk down the aisle.

DIY bridemaid cards, really hoping they will like it and I do appreciate for their help.

Bridemaid corsage, I never get it from YC as 1 of the bridemaid is allergy to lace thus these 1 is in rubber band that tie on hair. Material of the roses are satin thus I hope it won't causes her any itch.

Hah, finally got my wedding portfolio yesterday from YC. Not going to reveal till after my wedding. Let's remain a secret.

I already hanged up my wedding photo infront of our bed. Look kinda small as ours is a US king size bed.